Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Each Day

Each day is more healing. My foot is itchy... good sign for healing however is driving me crazy. I just want to scratch. So tired and sleepy - take naps as often as I can and they help me feel stronger each time. Still taking a regimine of meds, although not as often, but it still needed. The intense of the surgery is the most I have ever gone through. Will I be able to manage? Will I be able to go forward with my left foot? Can I do this all over again?
Am I ready to return to work? Will I have the strength, not just physically, but mentally? What is with the drama that isn't even mine and to be drawn into it? UGH? Well I will get settled in and see how things progress with the new hires and go forward. I love my job and what I do. Remember, remember and it will all turn out for the best.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Two Weeks Out

Such lazy days for me this past weekend. Guess my body is focusing on healing. Seems like I can't keep the eyes open which is fine.
Was hoping to get to the two boxes of CTMH products to separate and contact people about their totals  and about pick up. LOL Need to put the money back into the account. Got mine and Brandyn's medical bills to pay up.
Hopefully will not be as tired toward the end of the week. Need to get back on track with allergy shots. Almost two months behind and don't want to fall behind especially with all the wetness and blooming of plants going on.
About going back to work... I will be calling up the doctor's office to clarify when I am to go back to work. If this is how I feel there is no way I can go to work even part time. I am pooped. But one more week won't hurt especially because of the severity of the surgery and how much work was done on the reconstruction. I need to watch over myself and make sure that I am doing well for ME!  I suppose that I am responsible for me and no one else should be and that's the truth.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

What a day.

It's been pretty uneventful today. Travelled between the bedroom and the bathroom and I am tuckered out. It takes quite a bit of energy out of me. Whew! So keeping the meds scheduled properly cause I don't want to know how it feels without the meds working - it's pretty rought right now and that's the truth. Foot is elevated and having been doing ice. Just keeping cool!
How do I keep busy by watching movies - did a Harry Potter marathon and if I could focus on reading I would reread all the books since the Deathly Hallows 2 comes out next month. Now you must realize I watch the movies at least 4 times... the reason is then I can say I did watch the entire movie LOL all the napping here and there it all adds up to one complete viewing. But there has been more movies - Airplane, Despicable Me, Tangled, Be Cool, and more to go hahaha Will probably go through ALL the Disney movies that I have on DVD next.
Still looking for a walker/wheelchair in one to use. With the other foot to be done it would be a good investment instead of renting. I shouldn't wait too long or it will take forever to get in. Must be ready for work. Have to figure out whether I will be required to clear the dispensary before going back to work. I might have to wait another week. Darn! NOT! But still need to check into it.
Well hopefully tomorrow will be a much better day as I do have to get out and about.